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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Kamila Gender: Female Interests: Inner truth and the lies we tell ourselves. Expertise: ...being everything, but myself. Message: message meEmail: email me AIM: kabri481 Member Since: 3/24/2005

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Friday, September 14, 2007

Holy garbonzo beans, Batman!! It's kabri481!!!

yes, yes...I'm here...oh before I forget...

RAMADAN MUBARAK

to all the Allah Ta'ala lovers out there...you know who you are ;)

So, um...how have you all been? I'm good...good. Dude, I feel like how someone would feel after a one night stand or something...not that I would know of course

                               "I don't know what to say...
                             I met this wonderful site....
                                                          His name is.....Facebook.
                                          But if you're free tonight....
                                                       I'd like to take you out again...
                                             to make up for not being here for you"

...yeah, that about sums it up for me.

Here's an update on me...just some general-not-too-personal stuff:

We've left Chicago and have moved to a remote area of the horsely state of Kentucky. Yes, Kentucky...it's actually not that bad really. It's....really green. But there's a good muslim population here and i get a good feeling about the place. the same kind of feeling you get from eating good cheese...

I no longer live with my in laws...but live close enough (across the street) to annoy the heck out of them...so that's good. no worries...nothing bad went down (you gossip-mongers!) Just living out our Islamic right (which I have recently learned of)...as well as fulfilling some obligations...

ummm....I went through a life altering experience (check out my facebook by becoming my friend for more details...warning: it wasn't a pleasant experience as some of you may know already...has nothing to do with the inlaws!!!) ...some might call is a 'Mind-Explosion'.

....and I'm more paranoid about posting stuff up here since i know my "stalkers" are out there watching and searching for my every move...but what the hex...I'll try to ignore them (just like the voices in my head) and go along with my bad self and life my dang life...that...and I'm too lazy to go and protect every single post of mine...so screw that. THIS IS ME...you motherlovers!!!

oh....and I'm trying to go all Halaal again (tried and failed once b4)...please pray that I can permanently do it this time! I have no control over my nafs...this is the first step. I've already been defeated by chai...I'm soooo weak!!! Fayaz doesn't help...he's like my Haraam monkey...always tempting my fat tukhus with KFC, Olive garden or Chicken Pizza...how dare he?!

dang. this post really sucks. my apologies. yeah....I'm hungry. I've got nothing more...boy am I boring you right now or what?! If you all still care 'bout me, care about me AT ALL...leave me some lovin'!!!

.much.luv....y'all.

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Friday, January 26, 2007

I know....I KNOW...

I know I haven't been the best xanger as of late...late October right? But who knew I'd be moving to Kentucky and who knew it was gonna pose as the biggest, most annoying feat I will accomplish since....hmmm....I don't have a reference for that one just yet.

Nevertheless, I will try my bestest (that's right, BESTEST) to keep updating sooner rather than later. So yeah.....Kentucky.....I should've never left the cornfields of Bloomington if I knew I'd be ending up in KY. Ugh!

more on this later....

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Apparently intelligence missed me all together....apparently

So, last night my husband and I decided to keep fast today since it's been the "it" thing to do for over 1400 years. All was well (hunger pangs a plenty...praying diligently...etc, etc) until jenious (yes with a J) that I am, I dipped a good portion of first 3rd of my middle finger in oil hot while preparing to open our fast.

How does that even happen? Honestly, I have no idea. All I remember is my husband trying to argue with me about how to fry eggrolls correctly (he IS the better cook, but that's not the point) and me putting the majority of my attention towards this arguement (cuz I HAVE to be right) and not the smoldering hot oil (the burner was at "9") as I was gently putting in the eggrolls of doom. And yes...I was looking at what I was doing...not like my head was turned or I just so happened to blink at the moment of contact so that I couldn't see how close my finger was to the oil from hell. Nope, just me and the big 'duh?' expression on my face as I could literally feel the intense FRYING of my skin as the pain was recieved in rather a slow-motion sort of a way. I could feel the hot sensation traveling through my finger up my arm and then turning into this semi-calm feeling of near euphoria (because at that point my nerves probably fizzled away) which felt like it lasted for a good 10 seconds(but it was more like 0.5 seconds). And all the while I was in my euphoric state, this slow deep voice (just like they show on tv when the moron character does something ultra retarded and everything slowwwwws down b/c he realizes whats actually going on) I hear a voice in my head say "Ooooohhhhh Spit". Wonderful, eh? And the amazing thing is...here I am typing about it with the burnt middle finger 4 hours.

Funny how the body works...amazing actually. Amazing how Allah Ta'ala made the human body and how my entire system knew exactly how to react so that I could not feel the full blast of pain (b/c people, it was bad enough with only half of what I was feeling). And when we went to pray Maghrib all I could think about was how only a tiny fraction of my body was burnt and how incredibly painful it was. I couldn't help but imagine my whole body being put into a vat of boiling anything...oil, water, lava (eek!) and not being able to come out....or die. I could only imagine what hell would be like...and I prefer not to know, especially after today. I think we all should burn ourselves once in a while just a reminder of what we need to avoid in Eternity...well not to turn into masochists or anything, but you know what I mean.

...to hurt a temporary hurt for a mere second to avoid a permanent hurt of forever....did that make sense? Hey, whatever...I'm the one with the burnt middle finger, so it's ok.

..........................................................at least now I get to flip the bird just to show my boo-boo, hehe.

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

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EID MUBARAK!!
Inshallah may this Eid bring Blessings to you and your loved ones!

**************************************************************************
So what shall it Be?

Shall I lose myself to find You,
even when I don't even know who I am?
Or shall I just sit here a while,
will You come find me then?

p.s. yeah!!! no more signing in
or annoying front pages you
have to click on...
my Eid gift to the masses!

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

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RAMADAN MUBARAK!!!!!

Did anyone say....wha-wha?

I think that ISNA should get beaten up by ICNA and CHC by the oak tree in the park at 3:30...sharp.

What the hecks is going on? How do intelligent people let stupidity rape them? I mean come on! We all know that sighting (yes, actually seeing) the moon is the proper way to go about the issue of whether or not another Islamic month has began...ANY month, so why when Ramadan comes along (Blessed month that it is) do people suddenly become retarded? I didn't hear so much of a fuss when Safar or Jumada Al-Thani came this past year, so can I ask 'wha-wha'? It's these types of things that are ripping our Ummah at the seams (ok, I admit...it's not the only thing). Oh Allah SWT, why are we soooooo ignorant at times?

Frankly, I don't understand or like this one bit and it was enough to get me off my lazy behind and rant about it here.

And if anyone needs me, I'll be outside right after Maghrib tonight with cell phone in hand...

.much.luv.

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